James wasn’t just in a brown study as he followed Sylvia. He was in a whole brown house.
Is there a way I can honor my father’s wishes and still be friends with her? No, the two are mutually exclusive. It is one or the other. Him or her. My father or my best friend. It is not and cannot be both. It just is not possible.
Yet, I wish it were.
Maybe there is a way.
Maybe we could find a way. How? How could we do it without sneaking around behind his back? Yet, is he giving us any other options?
Yes.
One.
Stop being friends with her.
“I have heard some rumors about Mr. Arden.” Sylvia said. She opened the white metal grille gate separating the sleeping quarters of the lower classed servants from the rest of the house.
“Rumors like what?”
She stepped aside and let James walk through the gate. “Many rumors.” She followed after him. “Rumors about him and Lord Farlington.” She closed the gate. “Rumors about him being behind Nellie’s dismissal.”
James stopped and turned to face her. “That is a lie. My father would never—”
“Your father was trying to protect his own skin.” She smirked. “So to speak. I know what she said. I know why he had her dismissed.”
James shook his head. “You are wrong. My father would never behave dishonorably.”
“Oh, I’m sure he believes that he is in the clear. He believes that he is innocent. He believes that—”
“Stop it! My father is innocent. I can prove it.”
“No, you can’t. Mr. Aloysius Arden is clever. He’s smart. If you ask him if he had any part in Nellie’s dismissal, he will answer it in such a way that will neither be an admission nor a lie.”
“You are wrong. My father would never lie to me. He will tell me the truth.”
“No. He’ll tell you a fabrication, James Arden. A perfect pinpoint needlework embroidery of a fabrication.” She stepped aside. “As a matter of fact, you should go to him and tell him what I said. Let’s see if I get dismissed next.”
James ran to the gate and opened it. He stopped. “Why? Why are you saying such things about him? How do you hope to benefit from it?”
“Nellie was my friend.” Sylvia’s shoulders slumped. “She was a very good friend and I miss her. I miss her more than I’ve missed anyone. I didn’t get a chance to say good-bye to her. Believe me, James Arden. It is your father’s fault that she is gone. I will not believe anyone who tells me otherwise.”
There was a subtle wrongness in her words, but he couldn’t figure out what it was. It unnerved him and made him feel ill at ease. He ran through the open gate without another word.